Breaking dawn will bring revenge
We should know by now we're so sick.
It was building up and no one was watching
We're running out of darkened corners to sweep the waste into
In our distracted focus no one had a chance
When we lined up at the edge, we were open wide
Like fools waiting for a sign
It was a free fall
An act of desperation, our backs against the wall
It was a free fall


I have so much to look forward too..Warped Tour on Wednesday, My birthday on the 19th, Some of my close friends having b-days this month too, my b-day show, and the release of Misery Signals sophomore album Mirrors which comes out on the same day as my b-day show.

I really hope to see everyone at my b-day show on August 22nd at Sons of Italy.

Bands Include:
Search
Mordisk
Gone Through Redemption
Yesterday's Past
Through The Blood of Kings
12 Gauge Facial
Burn Me Down
End it All
Once Beloved

4966 Falmouth Road (Rte. 28)
Cotuit, MA 02635

Doors open at 4, show at 5.
Be there early to party with me.
$10

Also, who's going to Warped Tour? I'm super psyched about the Bridge Nine stage, and a few other bands..it's not completly my type of music, but its a tradition..see you all soon!

I feel like shit..I'm gonna watch some tv and head to bed.

that everyone im talking to is depressed and sitting around waiting for myspace to start working again? i admit it..i'm waiting too..but its fucked when you really think about it. i'm bored and it sucks that maggies not gonna be home til tomorrow..and that i might not even get to see her tomorrow night. what the fuck!

Wbere to start. I've been in a really good mood lately..cept the fact that my g/f is in Cali still (and until next Sunday.) Other than that things have been well..work is so-so. I'm getting ready for my show on August 22nd..which I expect EVERYONE to be there for...

I know the lineup isnt 100% yet but please bear with me..it'll be worth it and if you don't go just because you don't know the bands, or don't care..fuck you because its not a show to make money..its a show to celebrate the birth of Steve Marsden and I. It's so that we can all get together (with my close friends, and anyone for that matter) and have a good time..I don't get to see everyone as much as I'd like to..and even if I don't know you, because the show certainly isn't invite only, I want you to go..listen to the bands, dance your hearts out, and have a good time. That's it.

Also on the day of the show on August 22nd, Misery Signals releases their sophomore album Mirrors, which is probably the best album ever..check out their myspace to hear The Failsafe and then get in line at the doors on August 22nd.

I really love Cape Cod but I've realized how much I hate the heat.

I work Wednesday until 3 in the afternoon and I have Thursday and Friday off as well if anyone wants to do anything..I don't have 100% plans so you know how to get ahold of me.

Text - 774.408.0217
I-M - philsmomrules

Maggie has my cell phone for those of you who don't know..so if you're friends with her and you want to talk to her, give her a buzz.

I'm wrapping up and I'm gonna call her now..I love her so much.

Wow I never use this thing anymore..mainly because no one reads it anymore..but I figure I'd give it a shot again.

Today I slept in and then picked up Maggie at like..2:45..picked up Emily and Kendra from school and drove them home. Then Maggie and I went back to my house and watched tv and ordered pizza. Then Maggie, Kendra, Brian, Becky and I went and saw Curtis's play at 4C's and then proceeded to feed our fat asses at BK. I have to close at work tomorrow and then I have Friday off. Then INVENTORY AT WORK ON SATURDAY WHOOPEE!!!!

Then Friday June 23rd you better ask for work off..cancel plans...because this is going to be the show of a lifetime.



Anyways...goodnight all.

♥

I'm so tired..I've been really tired lately, getting enough sleep and still being exhausted all of the time. I've still got the wretched cough that came with being sick, and that seems to be all thats left. On a happier note..I love Maggie so much..she's the best thing that's happened to me (along with my amazing friends) in a long time. On a shitty note..I have to work from 12-8 today..someone should hang out with me after I get out of work tonight. Stop by and tell me you wanna chill later, or call Staples haha. UM.

I'm tired.

I love you all.

..and we're done.

xxx

I have been so great lately (minus the fact that I've been sick). I have the sweetest girlfriend in the world, who makes me SOOO fucking happy, I have the best friends I could ever ask for, and a family who cares about me..even though sometimes they don't show it. I finally got my taxes done..I should get my money within 10 days or so. Work is so-so..not sure if I wanna stay at Staples or not...but now the reason I'm posting this.

April 23rd in Hamden, CT.

Misery Signals, Black My Heart, Too Pure To Die, and Burn In Silence.

I'm going to this show because

A. Misery Signals is my favorite band EVER.
B. Karl is a wicked nice dude (new MS singer), and is by far the best to replace Jesse, and with no doubt in my mind, be the best choice on vocals for MS EVER by far.
C. Because it's going to be an amazing show, and it will be lots of fun.

So ANYONE who wants to go, let me know. If you can't get a ride up with me, we'll car pool...FIND a way to get to this show..It will honestly be well worth it for you.

I love you all.

♥

xxx

p.s. www.myspace.com/miserysignalsband for more info about the show on the 23rd.

I don't know why I even bother wasting time on LiveJournal this shit is gehhhyyy. Oh well..yet I continue to babble on. I hate being sick..I'm going on my...9th day being sick? UGH. Someone shoot me now. I had a good day off for the most part, I got to sleep in, then Maggie came over and we watched movies n shyt. I have to work tomorrow..and Friday (day) and Saturday (day)..SHIT how whack is that? DAYUMMM. I'm out homie.

but other than that I'm amazing. I had a good weekend as well. Friday night was kind of complicated,people left, came back etc..but throughout the whole night I got to hang out with Emily, Kendra, Steve, Maggie and her friend Hayley. Got to eat at TGIFridays..mmmm. I'm hungry..ugh. Saturday we went to that ridiculous Juice Bar show..I only went cuz I love the boyz in xSearchx other than that..I remember why I stopped going to Juice Bar shows. GTR, Search, and BMD did amazing however..except the kids that were at the show (the people I'm not friends with) just sucked. Sunday I had to wake up at 4am as usual for the early morning shift but I got to spend the day with Maggie which was amazing. She makes me so happy and she's put me in a really good mood lately. I don't get to see her until tomorrow but I know seeing her will be awesome. Ugh I feel sick..I think I'm gonna get some food..my fat ass is hungry. PEACE

♥

xxx

You are here because the outside world rejects you...This is your family.


But I actually get two days off this week which hasn't happened in months. I'm wicked excited for the show this Friday. It's gonna be a good time...hopefully it doesn't get too violent. I have to work from 6am to 2pm tomorrow and someone should hang out with me afterwards because I say now that I should go home and sleep when I get out..but we all know that's never the case. Other than that I've been pretty blahhhh lately..I don't know why but hopefully all will pick up soon and I'll be happy again?? ...probably not.


Whateverrr...

xXx

Brotherhood. Family. More than words than words to me. Lifetime loyalty.

If you're not my friend...you suck. Even some of you who think you're my friend..you suck. I'm really pissed about alot of things right now...So if you're not on my good side FUCK YOU.

xxx